First Falls

Procrastination is something I have struggled with for aslong as I can remember. Be it work, getting in touch with friends and family and even hobbies. It’s as though as soon as the thought ‘I should’ pops into my head I shut down, it becomes a chore. I make the classic excuses that I can do it later, it’s not that important or maybe it’s just a waste of time entirely. That’s why this blog I was supposed to, WANTED to start in January has taken nearly 6 months to get its first real post. The real issue is I like writing and I WANT to write but I just can’t. Maybe it’s something deeper than just avoidance, maybe deep in the back of my mind a thought as squirming away ” if there is nothing there, there is nothing to fail at.”